Yesterday I looked back at some of the old posts I wrote about Benjamin when he was 6 months old. That was depressing. I wrote something about Benjamin being an easy-going baby, not fussy unless he wants something, etc. Huh. Eliza is often a delight and we love her dearly, but she is still a mystery to me in ways that I don't think Benjamin was at this age. Mostly, it has to do with sleep: her sleeping patterns are starting to become somewhat predictable, but they are not convenient.
And she seems to have been teething for the last two months but no teeth in sight. That has to be why she is waking up so much at night. In fact, JB and I are spending this lovely Thanksgiving morning trading off catching up on sleep that we did not get much of last night. So reflections on the first 6 months of E Jane's life will have to wait until this period is over. I'm sure I will be more generous when we have some distance.
And thankfulness will have to wait too. Of course we are profoundly thankful for this life and our children and many other things. But sometimes my feelings and willingness to write about them do not exactly align with the holiday itself. Here are some images of what we are thankful for when I don't quite have the words.
At least Benjamin seems to be over the awful stomach virus he's had the last few days. Thankful.
At least Benjamin seems to be over the awful stomach virus he's had the last few days. Thankful.
E Jane is eager. She is downing her solid food like she's been waiting for it her whole life. Which I guess she has. |
1 comment:
I totally hear you: I'm thankful. Just don't ask me about it because I'm just about at the end of my rope. :) Sleep deprivation and dealing with a preschooler's stomach flu are really a lethal combination. I'm sorry!
Mothering more than one child is difficult and I recall those first six months of my Jane's life as being really hard. I had this one moment when I was upset with Clara and Jane was being impossible and I was just SO TIRED and I thought, "I never knew I was such a mean person until I had these kids." How sad is that?
But Eliza Jane is adorable. And you made a good choice to wait until later to analyze your needy little girl. :)
Oh, and my girls have all been fussier for about two months before getting a tooth. And then I never even know when the tooth actually comes in because they act pretty normal by then. So confusing.
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